I have done things in the past that I deeply regret today. To others, they may not seem such a big deal, but personally, it affects the way things are right now.

Sure, I can live with how things are, but it life would've been better if I had or had not done certain things in the past. I wish I hadn't hurt certain people. And although they may not have told me, I know I did, and these are the things I want to take back. I wish I had been wiser before. I wish I had though of the consequences of my actions before doing them. And I wish I knew I'd regret these things in the future so I wouldn't have done them at all.

But these kinds of things are undoable and the only thing left to do is to apologize. I just might do that.

I wish I have the courage.