Tuesday, July 18, 2006
The worst has come..
..and I'll probably never see you again.
The one last chance I've been counting on has passed, and just as what I had suspected, fate didnt allow what I wanted to happen.
So it's over for now. And maybe forever.
Hahay, nobody probably knows what I'm talking about. Even real life friends would have no idea what's this I'm rambling about incase they stumble upon this page. There are just things in life that's too uhhmmm...awkward to share coz it's uhhmmmm....not supposed to be?
Somehow, Jez's quote seemed to be just what I needed. So lemme just share it.
Thanks Jez :)
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My eyes are finally showing signs of errr.. damage. Not that I was praying for it, nagtataka lang ako kung bakit sa tinagal tagal kong nakaharap sa PC ng halos 10hrs/day eh di pa nasisira tong mata ko. It's been what, 6 years? Kala ko tuloy may superpowers tong mata ko. Nasira rin pala, normal lang pala akong tao. Buti nalang. :D I've been having blurred vision since Sunday everytime I face the screen, pero nawawala naman siya pag di nako nagcocomputer so it could just be eyestrain or it could mean I need glasses. grrrrr
Nothing new with school, just the usual 5-9pm review classes. Atleast they took out the weekend schedule, which means we're free on weekends.
Seriously, I need to build a study habit. I desperately need one! I've never had one eversince grade school. Ive always been the crammer, thus, the absence of effective study habits. I survived grade school, hisgh school and college by cramming. So now I have to pay the price.
I NEED A STUDY HABIT!!
And I need discipline. I cant keep myself off the PC. Everytime I come home from review classes, I go straight to the PC till the wee hours of the morning, sometimes I dont stop til I hear my parents' alarm clock go off at 6:30am. then I go to bed, get up at a little past noon, eat my brunch slowlyyyy til its time to go and get dressed for review classes. Weekends are spent on catching up on sleep which I owe myself during weekdays.
It's like that every single day. Every single week.
So tell me, where am I supposeed to put the word "study" in that paragraph?
I have this habit of copying everything on the screen, to the point that I've filled up one whole pad of paper for notes in one week. But then again, do I seriously think I'd be able to read all of those? Nuh-uh.
Really now, I need serious help.
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The one last chance I've been counting on has passed, and just as what I had suspected, fate didnt allow what I wanted to happen.
So it's over for now. And maybe forever.
Hahay, nobody probably knows what I'm talking about. Even real life friends would have no idea what's this I'm rambling about incase they stumble upon this page. There are just things in life that's too uhhmmm...awkward to share coz it's uhhmmmm....not supposed to be?
Somehow, Jez's quote seemed to be just what I needed. So lemme just share it.
No man will ever claim you unless he claims you from Me. For I reserved a man for you, who has My heart and loves Me even more than he will love you. For I wontgive you unless he asks you from Me. He's asleep. Don't wake him, he's busy for Me, for My Kingdom. Soon you will know him, but in My perfect timing. You're My princess, My daughter. Let NO prince claim you unless he asks you from My hand, for I am your Father, the King of kings. You, My princess are worth waiting for. I love you!-Jesus
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My eyes are finally showing signs of errr.. damage. Not that I was praying for it, nagtataka lang ako kung bakit sa tinagal tagal kong nakaharap sa PC ng halos 10hrs/day eh di pa nasisira tong mata ko. It's been what, 6 years? Kala ko tuloy may superpowers tong mata ko. Nasira rin pala, normal lang pala akong tao. Buti nalang. :D I've been having blurred vision since Sunday everytime I face the screen, pero nawawala naman siya pag di nako nagcocomputer so it could just be eyestrain or it could mean I need glasses. grrrrr
Nothing new with school, just the usual 5-9pm review classes. Atleast they took out the weekend schedule, which means we're free on weekends.
Seriously, I need to build a study habit. I desperately need one! I've never had one eversince grade school. Ive always been the crammer, thus, the absence of effective study habits. I survived grade school, hisgh school and college by cramming. So now I have to pay the price.
I NEED A STUDY HABIT!!
And I need discipline. I cant keep myself off the PC. Everytime I come home from review classes, I go straight to the PC till the wee hours of the morning, sometimes I dont stop til I hear my parents' alarm clock go off at 6:30am. then I go to bed, get up at a little past noon, eat my brunch slowlyyyy til its time to go and get dressed for review classes. Weekends are spent on catching up on sleep which I owe myself during weekdays.
It's like that every single day. Every single week.
So tell me, where am I supposeed to put the word "study" in that paragraph?
I have this habit of copying everything on the screen, to the point that I've filled up one whole pad of paper for notes in one week. But then again, do I seriously think I'd be able to read all of those? Nuh-uh.
Really now, I need serious help.
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
I fear it'll be over..
..and I'll never see you again..
You..not you...
Do you believe in destiny?
I dont coz it could be just mere coincidence, but I believe that if something's not meant to be, it will never happen, no matter what desperate measures you do to make it work, it'll never work.
It was supposed to happen, but something always came up during the VERY LAST minute and it always ended up being a failure. Always a disappointment. Three times in a row. In one week.
See what I mean?
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Okay, so France lost to Italy. Fine. But atleast Germany won against Portugal, so it isnt that bad. But then again, did Zidane really have to do that?
Review classes started this afternoon and it was t-i-r-i-n-g. Having to sit in an arm chair from 5-9pm with only a 30-minute break in between is no joyride. Plus the fact that you have to catch up copying the notes on the slides because it changes every 5 seconds. It's physical and mental torture.
Anyone willing to lend me tips on how to review for board exams?
Im suppossed to be reading and rewriting my notes, but Im here typing away. See? I need help.
And lastly:
Sony Ericsson k750i or Motorola Razr V3i?
V3i or V3x?
Which is which?
You..not you...
Do you believe in destiny?
I dont coz it could be just mere coincidence, but I believe that if something's not meant to be, it will never happen, no matter what desperate measures you do to make it work, it'll never work.
It was supposed to happen, but something always came up during the VERY LAST minute and it always ended up being a failure. Always a disappointment. Three times in a row. In one week.
See what I mean?
---
Okay, so France lost to Italy. Fine. But atleast Germany won against Portugal, so it isnt that bad. But then again, did Zidane really have to do that?
Review classes started this afternoon and it was t-i-r-i-n-g. Having to sit in an arm chair from 5-9pm with only a 30-minute break in between is no joyride. Plus the fact that you have to catch up copying the notes on the slides because it changes every 5 seconds. It's physical and mental torture.
Anyone willing to lend me tips on how to review for board exams?
Im suppossed to be reading and rewriting my notes, but Im here typing away. See? I need help.
And lastly:
Sony Ericsson k750i or Motorola Razr V3i?
V3i or V3x?
Which is which?
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Minamalas
A week ago, I woke up to an electricty-less, water-less, phone-less home. Nothing at all. Nada. Di naman kami naputulan, nagkataon lang talagang sabay nasira ang lahat. After a few minutes, bumalik na ang kuryente at phoneline. Pagbukas ko sa TV, walang cable! Aba, pati cable nakijoin rin! Ilang sandali pa, nag-ring ang phone, it was our internet service provider, ang sabi, wala daw munang internet from that day on til July 8 kasi maguupgrade sila ng system. ONE WEEK NA WALANG INTERNET!!
So eto, back after a one-week compulsory hiatus. Not much has happened these past few days, except that:
- I'm still mourning over Germany's loss over Italy. Now I'll be rooting for France this Sunday!!
and...
- I've been busy processing my terminal and university clearance for me to become an official *ehem* graduate student *ehem*, only to find out that I cant be cleared from the business office because CAP hasnt paid my remaining balance of 16,000 yet. We went to CAP to clarify this and they told us that it would be best if we paid the amount first because they're not sure when they'll be able to pay their debts to Silliman yet. Grrr.
Review classes for the board exams on December will start next week from 5pm-9pm on weekdays and 8am-12nn and 1pm-5pm on Saturdays. Hello teachers, goodbye sleep.
I'm off to lunch..then off to duty at 3pm. Ciao! :)
So eto, back after a one-week compulsory hiatus. Not much has happened these past few days, except that:
- I'm still mourning over Germany's loss over Italy. Now I'll be rooting for France this Sunday!!
and...
- I've been busy processing my terminal and university clearance for me to become an official *ehem* graduate student *ehem*, only to find out that I cant be cleared from the business office because CAP hasnt paid my remaining balance of 16,000 yet. We went to CAP to clarify this and they told us that it would be best if we paid the amount first because they're not sure when they'll be able to pay their debts to Silliman yet. Grrr.
Review classes for the board exams on December will start next week from 5pm-9pm on weekdays and 8am-12nn and 1pm-5pm on Saturdays. Hello teachers, goodbye sleep.
I'm off to lunch..then off to duty at 3pm. Ciao! :)
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