..and I'll probably never see you again.

The one last chance I've been counting on has passed, and just as what I had suspected, fate didnt allow what I wanted to happen.

So it's over for now. And maybe forever.

Hahay, nobody probably knows what I'm talking about. Even real life friends would have no idea what's this I'm rambling about incase they stumble upon this page. There are just things in life that's too uhhmmm...awkward to share coz it's uhhmmmm....not supposed to be?

Somehow, Jez's quote seemed to be just what I needed. So lemme just share it.



Thanks Jez :)

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My eyes are finally showing signs of errr.. damage. Not that I was praying for it, nagtataka lang ako kung bakit sa tinagal tagal kong nakaharap sa PC ng halos 10hrs/day eh di pa nasisira tong mata ko. It's been what, 6 years? Kala ko tuloy may superpowers tong mata ko. Nasira rin pala, normal lang pala akong tao. Buti nalang. :D I've been having blurred vision since Sunday everytime I face the screen, pero nawawala naman siya pag di nako nagcocomputer so it could just be eyestrain or it could mean I need glasses. grrrrr

Nothing new with school, just the usual 5-9pm review classes. Atleast they took out the weekend schedule, which means we're free on weekends.

Seriously, I need to build a study habit. I desperately need one! I've never had one eversince grade school. Ive always been the crammer, thus, the absence of effective study habits. I survived grade school, hisgh school and college by cramming. So now I have to pay the price.

I NEED A STUDY HABIT!!

And I need discipline. I cant keep myself off the PC. Everytime I come home from review classes, I go straight to the PC till the wee hours of the morning, sometimes I dont stop til I hear my parents' alarm clock go off at 6:30am. then I go to bed, get up at a little past noon, eat my brunch slowlyyyy til its time to go and get dressed for review classes. Weekends are spent on catching up on sleep which I owe myself during weekdays.

It's like that every single day. Every single week.

So tell me, where am I supposeed to put the word "study" in that paragraph?

I have this habit of copying everything on the screen, to the point that I've filled up one whole pad of paper for notes in one week. But then again, do I seriously think I'd be able to read all of those? Nuh-uh.

Really now, I need serious help.

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