I need a miracle. I just learned that my research midterm grade is .5 lower than the passing mark. I was so in denial of the reality yesterday that fear only dawned on me this morning while I was in church. Im not sure if I can still make it. We only have one more quiz to go before final exams. I also cant devote all my time for research because NCM itself is also killing me! have to pass a 40-page case presentation paper and take a unit exam on monday. I'm not even sure if I can finish both on time. Aside from that, there's this P.E. research paper that I have to make before finals week plus my out-of-this-world litterature finals. I hate it because teachers give out our midterms grades two weeks before finals when there's no more time to compensate for our low grades. This isnt the first time. It has happened to me before. I was just lucky that we still had tw0 exams to make bawi. Now I only have the final exam. Im a total mess. I dont know where to start.

My clinical instructor is getting on my nerves lately. She's making me hate nursing even more. She's making me dread going to school each day. I never felt this way about nursing when I was with my previous instructor. This is the first time I really wished this sem would be over. It's just not fun anymore. I dont wanna fail. God help me.