i have come to a decision to let things be, to let things happen when they're supposed to happen. life was simple before this happened, and i want that life back. i want that life where i dont have to think of things that doesnt really benefit me in any way. only i can get the life back. only i can give that life back. i believe in destiny once again. i believe that things are bound to happen for a reason. it is all written down. we just have to wait and see what happens next. yes, i know some people believe that it isnt enough to just wait and let things happen, they believe that we should act if we want things to go our way. in my case, i think otherwise. i believe that right now, the best thing to do is get on with my life and leave things as they are. after all, it wasnt mine to medle with, in the first place. but if destiny dictates our paths to cross, i wont turn my back on you. it will happen, in our own little time, in our own little place. perhaps now isnt that time, perhaps it will never be. ive learned to accept that we cant always have what we want. and i realized, it's that something you want so badly which you can't have. if this lifetime isnt for us, i guess i'll just wait for you in my next life...when we're both cats. :)